day 1

so, i want to go on an exchange or to boarding school but my mum wont let me. i have to get a scholarship if i want to go so i am going to apply for one but im not going to tell my mum. yes, i know i shouldnt be doing this but i really want to go. she will probly yell and scream at me if i get in but if i dont she will never trust me again but either way im dead.


i have a massive crush on this guy in my year, i have liked him for 11 months, but he dosent like me. he dosent like anyone. hes not interested in girls yet, hes name is billy. he lives near my bestfriend (jane). jane just moved here and she knows how much i like him. so one night he comes over to janes house with his bestfriend tim and he stays for about 6 hours and we flirted and talked and yer thats about as far as it went. a couple of night before he said he wanted to hook up but then he got there and didnt bring it up. i was disapointed but its alright. so they went home and straight after jane said that she liked him. it was a dog act cause she new how much i liked him. the next day i was really upset because she kept going on and on and on how hes going to her house and there watching a movie toghether (alone). so i told my other bestfriend maddy and she went and told billy that jane liked him and how shes really excited about him coming over on the  weekend and it turns out that billy had no idea about going over to her house on the weekend and he said that shes going to get so cut cause hes going to his dads. so jane is just dangling him infront of me to make me jealous. what a bitch.. by the way ( she has a boyfriend).


teenage years.. fun but bitchy.